telling me just what a fool i've been

it's been a week since hols started, and life's still meaningless as ever, despite blocks being there to temporarily anchor us in this absurd world called hc :S

guys, relax and don't mug too hard! *i know ys and cy will take this SERIOUSLY - the "don't mug too hard" bit >.<* haha, ok... i am being so mean. i can't practise what i preach. bio is addictive. ok, someone please kill me for being so muggish :P

hmm. i wonder if anyone of you have ever thought about this - that sometimes, we try to fill our lives with many things and to derive some purpose out of doing all that... the camp i organised just concluded and it left me thinking, whether all that i live for actually really matters.. i used to think that my ultimate goal would be to get some astar scholarship and then, the nobel prize or something like that, but after a life-changing encounter, it seems to me that there is really nothing more coveted or more deserving of our concern than the mundane things in life - family, best friends, partner...