...and let me be alone again

Hey guys here's my first serious post... I think wad liang wei said does make a lot of sense... Seriously, do you do the things you do for its intended purpose of just to pass time away... Sometimes i feel that these activities just make the passage of time less painful, and make life seem less meaningless.

Realised somewhat that i kinda wasted my first semester at HC... didn't really like lectures, and spent those day-dreaming or doodling... i liked tutorials more, but i still could not help wishing that time would pass faster... lacking this connectedness to reality, and stuck somewhere between my dreamworld and hard reality...

Then again, socially i would like to think that i've achieved a lot. the number of new friends i've made seems to have doubled... as daunting as that may seem, it is what keeps me from fully escaping into my dreamworld. in class, wushu, or elsewhere, i've made a lot of firm friends whom i can count on, and from where i can learn from... I've actually learnt a lot in hc... it's just that all that i have learnt was outside the curriculum...

block test is coming and i guess i'll have to wake up very soon. but it is funny that i feel that for all the complex intricacies of biology and chem, and the beautiful logic of KI and math, they seem less real, less immediate to me than understanding the people around me.